What do you do with.....

For some reason today, I felt an overwhelming sense of missing my college life. I can remember coming down freshman year and meeting the wackiest bunch of girls on the third floor of a Jubilee Hall that I have ever met in my entire life.We didn't always like each other for damn sure...but I can honestly say that I have never met anyone like my college friends. I sometimes miss the excitement of not knowing where I would make my next move after graduation. In a way two of the most unlikely people became my main suport system after graduation and they coached me through everything that I went through after graduation, even when it came down to a very horrible domestic situation with my ex boyfriend. They were there to listen to countless stories about how traumatic the situation was for me just as they had been there during all the complaints and bitching I did while he and I were still together.  I will be forever grateful to them for that. Sometimes when I see reruns of certain TV shows or hear songs that were out during college, it makes me reminisce over the times I had with my college friends. It's difficult moving back home to a place where you're from after being away for so long because you some times ask yourself if you belong here.  It's almost like you are an outsider in the place that made you who your are. I don't know sometimes what to do with these memories. I really miss my Nashville family but I know that I have to move on into adult life.  I think the issue is that when you are away from your family and all of the madness and drama that they keep up while you're away at school, you find yourself accepting your friends as your family. When you come home, you miss the carefree life that went along with being with your friends.  I dunno, perhaps I will go now... with my thoughts, I just had to vent.

The Offices of "Crazy and Crazier"

Have you ever worked some place that makes you ask yourself everyday " how the hell did I end up working here with these people?" Well that is how I feel every day at my job. I work for  small financial company in the loop and I really think that half of the people there know that this is the best they will ever do in life so they try and screw with everyone else so that they can feel important.  We call this flock of  black hearted voltures " Management." Then you have their hatchlings that  really only do what the volutures tell them we call them " section managers." Last but not least we have a bipolar wildbeast who suffers from lameness and social ackwardness who attacks people whenever she gets ready. We call her a team leader. This group of loosers travels around in packs preying on the weak (or workers like myself). No one likes the wildbeast because she's a dumbass in every sense of the word. She also doesn't like for anyone to talk if she is not involved in the conversation. She never hesitates to jump in the middle of a conversation to break it up or make it sound as if it is the dumbest conversation. I can tell she has no friends because she doesn't know how to talk to people. I wonder what she would do if some one just slapped her one day as she was giving out orders. I would love to see that. She also sounds like a cross between a piggy and goofy when she laughs. The sound of her laughter would do far worse that make dogs cry or shatter glass. It would more so make someone want to scratch their eyes out. Job market hurry up and do better because its not fair to have a wildebeast standing at your desk everyday for no reason.